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| this song makes me think of her...
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where i started
i'm chasing after you, i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all i'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me now i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you i'm living for the only thing i know
I"m running and I question where to go
And I don't know what i'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm close to where I started
i'm chasing after you, I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
i'm living for hte only thing i know
I'm running and I question where to go
And i dont know what i'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment here with you
Darth
2 days till episode III comes out on DVD!
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The
longest survey you'll ever fill out! Copy and paste this. Fill it out
and send it to all your friends including the pson who sent it to
you. Do this because the person who sent it to you didnt sit here for
ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid
stuff.
Time started:958
Name: Tom
Nickname: T, Tommy, Thomas
Single or Taken: Taken 
Sex: male
Birthday: October 29th, 1987
Sign: Scorpio
Siblings:2
Shoe size: 1.5
Height: 5*7.5
What are you wearing right now?nike shorts and an OSU shirt
Where do you live: Mentor
Righty or Lefty: righty
Fingers: 10, what kind of question is that?
Breakfast: not a fan of breakfast normally
Favorite cartoon character: Leonardo from Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Have you ever--
Given anyone a bath:not that i can recall
Bungee Jumped: nope
Parasailed: are you kidding? my life is dull and boring
Made yourself throw-up: umm no that's gross
Gone skinny dipping: can't say i have
Been in the opposite sex's bathroom:nope
Bathroom at a bar: yes
Eaten a dog biscuit: god no that's nasty
Got your tongue stuck to a pole: hahah that's a classic "A Christmas Story" line
Played truth or dare:yup
Been in a physical fight: yes and no
Been in a sauna: can't say i have
Been in a hot tub: of course
Swam in the ocean?: Atlantic baby
Fallen asleep in school: ALL THE TIME!
Ran away?: can't say i have, wanted to but never did
Cried when someone died?: of coures, that's just wrong if you dont. Well if the person was close to you of course.
Flashed someone: oh ya flashed them my hairy chest
Cried in school: on the bus does that count? 9th grade too, long story
Fell off your chair:of course
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yup been there done that
Saved MSN / AOL / AIM conversations: yeah if it was incriminating
Saved e-mails: of course
Fallen for a friend?: not in love but i did start to like a friend
Been cheated on?: yeah
First thing that comes to mind...
Red: roses
Blue: favorite color
Autumn: chilly
Cow: Steak
Greenland: Elvis
Cat: the pet i hate
Nickel: Thomas Jefferson
Elbow: part of the body
What is--
Your good luck charm: i'm not sure if i have one
your room like: very messy, well tha'ts what my dad, my mom and megan tell me, i think it's clean
What is beside you: the tv and a tray
Do you/Have you--
Had Chicken pox: of course
Had a Sore Throat: of course
Like picnics: yeah they're nice depending on who you're with though
Like school: FUCK NO, well except for the fact that i met that one person there
Loved anyone: thought i did
Would you--
Eat a live hamster: um no i wouldn't eat a hamster period
Kill someone you didn't know for 15 billion dollars: wow that' sa lot of money...but no
Who was the last person that
You touched?: haha as bad as this sounds...megan
You massaged: haven't done that in a while
You Kissed?: megan
You yelled at: my sister
Told you they loved you: my mom maybe?
Do you/Are You--
wear contacts or glasses: contact in the day and glasses by night
like yourself: eh sometimes
do drugs: no
Have piercing below the waist? can't say i do
Obsessive?: about somethings
Anorexic? oh ya totally...
Final questions--
How many ppl are you sending this to?: whoever reads it
What are you listening to right now: Monday Night Football
Can you do a front or back flip? on a trampoline
What is your favorite band: Metallica
Hated someone in your family: nope
Got any awards: like what kind of awards?
Want to get married: yes
What is your favorite video game? Strategy games
Good Singer? lol no way not at all
Have a lava lamp: nope
How many remote controls are in your house: around 10
What do you dream about: a whole bunch of things
The last movie you saw at the theatres: Monster in Law
Root beer or Dr. Pepper: oh that's really hard...umm i'll go Root Beer
Mud or Jell-O: Jell-o
Silver or Gold: Gold
Diamond or pearl: diamond
Sunset or Sunrise: watching the sunset at the lake and watching the sunrise on the ocean
Phone or in person: in person
Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: middle
what do u think of the person that sent this? she's okay
Time? 10:27 with a 15 minute phone call while i was working
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well i haven't updated in a while so i thought i'd do this survey, fun
fun, well what's new with me? I have a g/f, she's awesome and perfect,
although she'll never admit she is. Um, school blows, work blows,
life is pretyt good i dunno what else to write. i'll be 18 in 12 days
i'm excited! and then star wars comes out in 14 days so that's really
sweet too! Anywho...i'm bored bye
Darth
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| which numbers am i?
1= I like you
2= I love you
3= You're funny
4= You're cool
5= I want to call you
6= I want to hug you
7= You're nerdy
8= You have good taste in clothes
9= I hate you
10= You're boring
11= You're lame
12= You have an awesome personality
13= You are the coolest
14= I don't know you, but I want to get to know you
15= You're my best buddy
16= I want to kiss you
17= You are so sexy
18= I want to talk to you more
19= I miss you so much
20= You're special.
21= I will never lie to you
22= You mean everything to me
23= You're beautiful
24= You make my day
25= I don't know what I'll do without
Darth
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| And i can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No i Can't stand the pain...
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
that's basically how i feel...oh well...so wha'ts new? went and saw
star wars for the 7th time, that was cool, saw Mr. Henry we're gonna go
see star wars before summer's out. But yeah just been hanging out wiht
my friends, trying to get over kelly, it's not really working
though...me and her are gonan hang out soon i guess, i really dont know
how that will go, i'm scared, i was talken to em and there are good
reasons why we shoudln't be together but it felt so right when we were
so i dont know why it matters, i dunno, kelly is probably so much
happier and i dunno, i'm so miserable...i hate this..i';m gonna go hang
out with dg now...call me if you wanna join
Darth
Seen Star Wars: 6 times
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on as i'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me
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| Hey all, i dunno who reads this anymore, but yeah life has taken
another downfall and ya knwo it's like making me think wow this is your
life, you get happy for about a month or so then it crashes down on
you, and that's all that replays in my mind over and over and over,
only new news i have is that A. i sliced my finger and got 3 stitches
and B. me and kelly broke up, and it sucks so bad, i love her an di
miss her more then anything, and i feel like i'm dying or
something...There is this one song i just heard and i absoultly hate
it, and i know she does too, but i just hope maybe she'll hear it and
think about the lyrics and maybe she'll want to come back, i dont know,
that dream is such a long shot, but if anything is to go right in my
life i pray to whoever there is if there is, that she misses me, maybe
even a litlte bit, i miss her more then i can describe and it freakin
sucks...but i guess she's happy now which is the only thing that
matters, i just wish it was with me, i gotta work and go back to the
doctor i'll start updating more often
Darth
the song:
I didn't mean it when I said i didn't love you so
I should have held on tight I never should've let you go
I did nothing I was stupid I was foolish
I was lying to myself, I could not fathom that I
would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
I didn't know you I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt the feeling that I"m feeling now
Now that I don't hear your voice
or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cuz I don't have a choice what i wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
We belong together
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please we belong to together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place
There aint nobody better baby we belong together
I can't sleep at night when you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute this is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station So i turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But i'm falling apart I"m feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things crying tring to figure out
*where the hell i went wrong*
The pain reflected in thi song aint even half of what
I'm feeling inside I need you need you back in my life baby
*when you left I lost a part of me
it's still so hard to believe
come back baby please
we belong together*
*Who else am i gonna lean on
when times get rough
who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
who's gonan take your place there aint nobody better
baby we belong together*
I guess i wish that song would happen more then anything but it wont, this song also kinda is the way i feel
I tear my heart open i sew myself shut
my weakness is that i care too much
my scars remind me that hte past is real
i tear my heart open just to feel
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